cumulative crap

week's been crap thus far... don't you just hate it when bad things crap over you time after time?
whatever happened to "everything in moderation please".
started off with wifey having bad tums and churning out gas(in terms of burps, not farts).
case of bad dinner.
then she had difficulty sleeping.
then her classmate forgot totally that we were suppose to pick up her text books from his house
then there was starhub network problems the following morn
(i was suppose to give her a morning call)
then little miss grouchy woke up in shock cause i got dad to wake her up
(network problems, remember?)
silly me...should have just asked her to the phone.
then little miss grouchy got grouchier due to her fever
(pains me to see/ hear her in agony)
she was torn between going school and having to pick up books
then i came down with fever
then her mobile line got cut
then dad got the shits with me (unwashed cups, not keeping the laundry)
then this morn i overslept (which shat him even more)

tonight we are suppose to go clubbing, and yes i can imagine me folks faces,
and yes we are gonna to stay up late again.
but hell, at least let us make an attempt to turn the week around.

one mentionable moments, time spent during dinner that i brought home for wifey was good.
a little loving, a little gentleness, a little concern...

problems like that, given both our twisted brain do drive wedges between us.
i look forward to spending time with her tonight, this distance between us is driving me nuts.

parting

an embrace in the streets
the crowds, they pass us by
a kiss on the lips
and time, a moment stalled
lost in the sweetness of your lips
oh, how i longed to consume you

a parting in the streets
the sweetness, it lingers round
a glance to you
the depart, it hurts so much
and soon i'd beg that time fly fast
again i shall be lost in you

untold...

my soul, broken
my spirit, in agony
of pain untold,
of grief unexpressed
the inexplicable joys of existence
and the searing pain of loss
when it came to naught

a cigarette, smoked
a candle, lit
a moment spent
a vigil held
for a part of me that has ceased
never to be embraced
never to be named