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My Life will be better if…

Life will be better if...

I become a better friend, lover and husband to my very lovely wife, also a mother to be. My relationship with her becomes more loving, romantic and intimate.
        
I have more time to spend with her, to make love all the time, cook for her, kiss and hug her, and ultimately loving her. I can join her for ante-natal classes, and bring her swimming to help her keep fit during her pregnancy.

I have more money to splurge on my wife, to fulfill not only her basic needs but also her every desires and dreams. I can bring her to Japan’s Hello Kitty Land, revisit Hong Kong, and head to Europe. I can bring her shopping regularly, buy her clothes and make her feel beautiful (she’s going be a hot mama!) I can afford a Doula to guide her during her pregnancy, and help ease any discomfort she experiences carrying our little bundle. I can satisfy her every food craving during her pregnancy. I can afford a car so she can travel around comfortably.

I am more proficient and efficient in my career. Command a higher pay, manage and prioritise my time and finances better.

me

i am nothing really
not a romantic
bad with words
not particularly wise
but you loved me
anyway

i am nothing really
i ain't rich
i snore when i sleep
and i grind my teeth
but you loved me
anyway

i am nothing really
insensitive
a boring old bore
who can hardly write
but you loved me
anyway

i am something now
because even with my failures
my flaws
and my inadequacies
but you loved me
anyway

to my wife

i cannot imagine
the pain you have to endure
the cruelty of this reality

i can only say i'm sorry
that you have to go through this
a decision we made

and i truly thank you
for your love and support
understanding that i am struggling as well

i love you