short fuse

bad day at work, things just not quite the way they should be
fucking broke, and the check has not been cleared
short tempered
wanted to go home fast, back to her, hug her, tell her i love her
but made her angry again
sigh... why is it that all i turns out wrong
stupidity i guess
who would have bought dinner for someone asleep
and not wake them up...me
think nash, get that fucking head working
its been sleeping for the past 26 years
time to stop sleeping and start living
i dun want to upset her anymore
i am sick up myself...fucking it up all the time
she had a tough day and hardly any sleep the nite before
who in the right would raise their voice at someone sick...me

i am sorry, but this word seemed over used, and i hadn't the actions to prove it,
and seems useless now...

please forgive me