cumulative update and a crappy birthday chalet/bbq

apologies with regards to v-day was accepted, things had been made good for my darling. i truly enjoyed the time spent with her, but still am apologetic about not doing it on the day itself. time has been well spent, cause we did not have much of an opportunity to do stuff like that, so all the more it is being treasured.

just barely managed to cheer her up a little and her birthday had to screw up. never again will there be a chalet for her birthday, cause i cannot take such a risk, it is not worth it. i'd rather just get her something she wants. hell i think that celebrating it in a pub would have warmer response from strangers. i cannot bear to see her cry, its like, wtf, the birthday girl crying at her party? for those who showed up with a genuine purpose, thank you for being her friends, for those who did not show up when you are meant to be, learn some fucking manners and call to send your regrets. and for those who just do stuff in accordance to their convienience, well fuck you very much for making my wife cry on her birthday. but dun worry, it will never happen again, cause i ain't gonna to organize such a thing anymore.